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February 28th, 2007

Bare minerals

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Well as a gift for Christmas I was given that bare minerals starter kit and after using it I am just not happy with the shade...


I can't blend it to look like my natural skin tone....
I am hoping it is just the winter kinda sallowing out my color a bit...
currently I really stopped using it and hoping it will work better once summer is here....

February 8th, 2007


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OK I wanted to post what I feel about this weather....
I hate it!!!!
I am just not a winter person.... I don't mind the low tempatures as much as the wind.. Whe I arrive at work I stay dressed for 1/2 hour... *lol*
With that being said I have to say that I am not complaining...
I think we have been so lucky and really winter just started as far as temp and snow in this area...
So I try to look around and rrealize we are ahving more light and sun to look at in the morning and afternoon...
Yes spring is coming!!!!!

January 24th, 2007

(no subject)

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OK so I don't really have the money but.....
I spent 3 dollars on the PA PowerBall.. 240 M.
Wish me luck

January 11th, 2007

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Starry light
Why is it if a woman of power shows me any kind of attention r/t or on line I get weak in the knees, get butterflies to the point where I feel sick and get very very anxious?

January 3rd, 2007

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette, Quit for 7 years now!
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Smoked Weed, Tried it but never inhaled...*lol*
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) Drank Alcohol


Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love, been
( ) Been Dumped
(X) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight


Level 3
(x) Snuck Out Of A Parent's House.
(X) Had Feelings For Someone Who Didn't Have Them Back
( ) Been Arrested
( ) Made Out With A Stranger
(X) Gone Out On A Blind Date


Level 4
( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 10

Level 5
( ) Have A Crush On One Of Your MYSPACE Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 12

Level 6
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone Because of Myspace
( ) Been In A Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 12

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Love(d)/liked Someone Who You Can't Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 16

Level 8
(X) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
(X) Gone Puddle Jumping
(X) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 21

Level 9
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(X) Gone Sledging
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At School

SO FAR: 26

Level 10
( ) Used A Fake / Someone Else's ID
(X) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 27

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Robbed Someone
(X) Been Misunderstood
(X) Pet A Deer

SO FAR: 30

Level 12
(X)Won A Contest
(x) Been Suspended
(X) Had Detention
(X) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 34

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole tub of ice cream in one night, tried!
(X) Had deja vu
(x) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 36

Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look EVERYDAY
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 39

Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
( )Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X)swam in the ocean
(x)Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 43

Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 47

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made Prank Phone Calls
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 51

Level 18
(X)Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( )Been Kissed Under Mistletoe
( )Watched The Sun Set With Someone You Care / Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
( ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach

SO FAR: 53

Level 19
( )Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 3 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 55

Level 20
(X) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" In Class
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 57

Level 22
(X)Got Your Tongue Stuck To An Ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 60

Level 23
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x)Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Stayed Up All Night

SO FAR: 64

Level 24
(x)Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree
(X)Had / Been In A Tree House
(x)Scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 68

Level 25
(X) Seen a Ghost
( ) Have/Had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Jail/Visit/been in a cell

SO FAR: 69

Level 26
( )Played Chicken
(X)Been Pushed Into A Pool With All Your Clothes On
(X) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 72

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video
(X) caught a butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(X) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 75

Level 28
( )Mooned / Flashed Someone
(x) Had someone Moon / Flash You
(x)Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
(X) Slept Naked
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
(X) Gone Skinny Dippin In A Pool
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House.

SO FAR: 81

Level 29
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving / Snorkeling
(x) had a cavity
( )Black-Mailed Someone
( )Been Black-Mailed

SO FAR: 84

Level 31
(X) Been Used
(X) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(X) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 88

Level 32
( ) Been shot at
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someone tires
(x) rode your car until the gas light came on
(x) Got five pounds/dollars or less worth of gas

Total: 90

January 2nd, 2007

Me in a nutshell: 2006

Starry light
I took some time to try to look at myself for 2006 with open eyes...*shrug*

Good points
I am a good person and care for others
I love to help others and feel invigorated when I can
I am very loyal to my word
I speak from my heart
I am very trusting (can be good or sometimes bad)
Sometimes I am happy with my life
Sometimes I am happy with my body
Sometimes I am happy with my looks (hmmm too many sometimes I guess...*lol*)
I can be happy with a very simple life and don't need too much.
I am not afraid to work
I am not afraid to get my hands dirty...*l*

Bad points
Sometimes I am too shy
I am not aggressive on moving forward (dont really feel this is my style though)
Sometimes I am lonely
I want so much to be in love
I am very gullable (can lead to be being used)
I am too trusting (can be good or bad)
I have too much time to think sometimes
I tend to go along with the crowd and never venture out (again this is my style)
A touch of exhibitionism (good or bad?)

I think structure would be good for me
I think really if I found someone who loved me and me them I would be complete
Try new things

PS: any or all of theses are subject to change!!...*lol*

December 29th, 2006

(no subject)

Starry light
A Pre Happy New year everyone!!!
I could use a drink...

December 28th, 2006

feeling low

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Why do I feel so Yucky?

Some days the world seems so cruel..
Simply things that make me feel so low...
I don't feel pretty and feel unloved....
As I look at myself from above....
I am all alone as I pass threw life...
Sometimes I feel I have been cut with a knife....
I want to run away but have no where to go....
Why do I feel so darn low....
lil lisa

December 27th, 2006

Wednesday morning

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Good morning,
Well it was difficult getting up and coming to work this morning after 5 days off...
Was sooo relaxing for me... I enjoyed very much..
My Christmas was wonderful.. Spent it with my family... Dinner at Mom and Dads....
Santa gave me lots of cloth's... hmm no toys though...*pout*
I hope everyone had a great holiday...
lil lisa

December 21st, 2006

(no subject)

Starry light
Ok I am going to take a lonnnnnng shower *eg* before work. Have a Merry Christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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